home now, weekend begins

I am home now from work. Things went ok I think in terms of what I did.

I had a brief encounter with the sanitation worker at the dumpsters...it was totally

weird but it made me think of how hard that job must be.

Now I am here, and I ate a meal and am having a weekend celebration drink.

I am trying to not let the feelings of woe that come with a disorganized (so I am learning)

detract from me appreciating the day. I'll try not to be underwater and think about things with 

clarity, think about things that ground me (as we spoke about in session Friday.)

I love Saturdays after work. It's my fav day I think. The day at work,today, though it went well in terms

of what I did, really mad me exhausted and withering by the end of it.

I am recouping and gathering my senses. I have a whole weekend ahead.

Will watch some good shows on the tely, and walk to the bakery to get a coffee later. I'll go to yoga tomorrow

and then to my parents' after that. Then I will go to yoga on Monday as well.

We were talking about things yesterday and my therapist mentioned to me yesterday that there's something to notice in regards to how I have held onto my

job for nearly 8 years now. I have been tenacious. Just thoughts.

I hope you guys are doing ok. Honestly I wish there were a virtual reality living room that we all could plug into 

and chat - and throw a cushion or two at each other just for fun. :)

Happy Weekend!