home alone ahhh mon oct 24,2011 9a.m.

well day 4 w/ the walking. it feels so weird so far. im having cramps in places i didnt know i even had. glad i have the pain pills. just took 2 of them. yalked to nurse. she says, dont take them, easier ssaid than done. at leaste im sridcking to 4 a day. thats pretty dam good if ya ask me which no one did. but anyway. they left me for a few hrs. he has to have a proceedeir, out pationt. got up at 7 a.m. i dont like getting up so early, but what ya ganna do? dont know. watvching one life to live. cant find anything on the sattilite, figures. oh well. here i go to get something to eat. then i shall practice the walking. laeg cramp owch. ok, moore later......need coffee and some toaste. ok, by for now......... will have to go home eventually, and im so afraid of that. then i will be screwed. hope not. wish someone would come and take me out for the day and night so they could have some alone time.maybe this week, aunt or oldest son or boyfreind. we will see. ok, later......