holding on
Hello my dear DS friends. How are you feeling today? Sending out a wave of loving intent to seep into those creaky bones, ease those aching muscles and lift sagging spirits.
I'm here, aching for some one on one human contact. Its one of those days...
Had a good couple of days and used them to the max. I was inspired to do a 1 day free promotion on amazon, so my book can be downloaded to kindle today. One of the blessings of this process is that information is coming to me as I need it. So I submitted my promotion to over 70 websites, blogs and FB pages over the past 2 days.
It took at lot, my arm aches and I am exhausted. But how amazing that I was able to do it in the first place!!
I'm now pretty certain that when my body gets tired I am more prone to become depressed/distressed. Crashing today, so it's harder to maintain the hope and enthusiasm that I've had for the past few days.
So hilarious that people think that when I become passionate about something my illness will magically disappear. How do I convey that the very act of getting excited about something crashes me?
So today I bombard myself with positive affirmations, so grateful for youtube, too tired to read today. I cannot give up hope. I have a clear vision of where I am to go. To be honest I have no idea how.
I am called to inspire others, through writing but more importantly by speaking. I have started my program for mentoring young girls in inner-city high schools. Chrysalis - messages of passion, purpose and possibilities...
I am convinced that I am on the right part, stepping into my purpose here on earth. But on the days like today I wonder How??? How do I make a life, speaking in churches and schools and corporate events? Hosting seminars and workshops. Writing more books. Merchandising. So many ideas .. and I get maybe two functional days per week. How?!?
So this is a time for conjuring a faith that is much, much bigger than doubt. This is a time for holding on, dreaming my dreams, believing and trusting that the strength will come, the money will come, the resources and support will come.
I am expecting miracles...
I'm here, aching for some one on one human contact. Its one of those days...
Had a good couple of days and used them to the max. I was inspired to do a 1 day free promotion on amazon, so my book can be downloaded to kindle today. One of the blessings of this process is that information is coming to me as I need it. So I submitted my promotion to over 70 websites, blogs and FB pages over the past 2 days.
It took at lot, my arm aches and I am exhausted. But how amazing that I was able to do it in the first place!!
I'm now pretty certain that when my body gets tired I am more prone to become depressed/distressed. Crashing today, so it's harder to maintain the hope and enthusiasm that I've had for the past few days.
So hilarious that people think that when I become passionate about something my illness will magically disappear. How do I convey that the very act of getting excited about something crashes me?
So today I bombard myself with positive affirmations, so grateful for youtube, too tired to read today. I cannot give up hope. I have a clear vision of where I am to go. To be honest I have no idea how.
I am called to inspire others, through writing but more importantly by speaking. I have started my program for mentoring young girls in inner-city high schools. Chrysalis - messages of passion, purpose and possibilities...
I am convinced that I am on the right part, stepping into my purpose here on earth. But on the days like today I wonder How??? How do I make a life, speaking in churches and schools and corporate events? Hosting seminars and workshops. Writing more books. Merchandising. So many ideas .. and I get maybe two functional days per week. How?!?
So this is a time for conjuring a faith that is much, much bigger than doubt. This is a time for holding on, dreaming my dreams, believing and trusting that the strength will come, the money will come, the resources and support will come.
I am expecting miracles...
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