Holding on
John told me he cried at work when his boss asked him how he was. I've cried so much since he told me that. I don't blame him. We haven't had sex in 7 months. He's been so patient with me. I'm just so afraid of it since my hysterectomy. I swear that surgery pulled the life out of me. Maybe Stephanie is right maybe I do have ptsd from it.
My crying spells are back. The insomnia is back. I thought I'd get some relief from the estrogen patch but none yet. He told me he cried at work because he's not happy. He says it's not just me and he doesn't want to break up. He says it's school and work also. He says he loves me. I don't know what to do. I can't lose him right now. I'll lose it. I've lost so much the past few months. My job,my income,I'm claiming bankrupct,I can't drive, I can't have a kid. I don't know what to do.
My crying spells are back. The insomnia is back. I thought I'd get some relief from the estrogen patch but none yet. He told me he cried at work because he's not happy. He says it's not just me and he doesn't want to break up. He says it's school and work also. He says he loves me. I don't know what to do. I can't lose him right now. I'll lose it. I've lost so much the past few months. My job,my income,I'm claiming bankrupct,I can't drive, I can't have a kid. I don't know what to do.
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