hold fast to a regular day

It's a regular Monday here today. I took the car to be serviced first thing, and then went grocery shopping.
Then came home and made lunch and then took a long nap. I've been on the phone for a couple hours with the department
of social services, as something with my benefit needs to be clarified. Now I am just waiting to hear back from them.

A nagging feeling while going through this normal day of chores and errands has been hanging around
but I can't give it voice too well. I think in those moments of not knowing- or feeling of 'not being enough' or 'normal', all that, must
be put aside and instead will just hold fast to the world at hand. Build myself up so to speak with what I have to do tomorrow and so on
as well as the usual routine of things that keeps my day together. Hold on to my guts. Things will be alright. Rather than feel bereft of pride or appreciation 
I'll take pride in what I have going on in my life and keep moving forward.