hmm guns are cheap...
I was hanging out with a friend of mine, we went looking at guns, i wonder why they are so affordable. i might actually get one, i never needed protection, but its a sure way to off yourself, yea its a ugly site to leave for everyone, but i will go up to the mountains, that way even if they don't know i am dead they can still wonder, who am i kidding i have no one that will wonder about me, might as well go out and get one right now. I still cant get one so ill ask one of my friends what it would cost me if he bought it for me an gave it to me as a present, ill give him the money of course. And this method seems more efective, i mean guns were designed to kill people, plain and simple, i cant keep trying to make stuff complicated cause it never works, Gun to the head is plain, simple, messy but effective, I hope i do not fail this time, cause if i do, life after that point will not be worth living anymore.
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When you do off yourself, I\'m sure your friend that bought you the gun will want to off him self. I know someone who shot themselves and live. You better leave it a lone. You tried once with drugs, it was not your time. You could try with a gun, but it may not be your time, like it was not hers.
I\'ll wonder about you....
Please don\'t off yourself! You know, if you\'re still here, that must mean that you still have a purpose in life. There are still things that you need to do, experiences you need to have that can better your situation, and people you need to meet that can change your mind. That\'s what I tell myself. Just think it over.