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I cant take this anymore I feel like shit everything is going down the tubes I feel like self mutalating again I just want to end my life. Nobody understands I been through hell and back and its creeping up on me. I hate myself and to tell you all the truth I never really liked myself I felt like a loser since grade school. Now Im believing my mother Im never going to have a life. god let my blood seep ouua me and let me die.
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sweetheart, please dont hurt yourself.
I know the feelings you describe, but I also know they can go again. And thats what you need to remember. I know its hard, maybe even seems impossible sometimes, but, lifes worth living, and you dont deserve pain, you are a lovely person. It will get better, believe me. And, Ive felt like a loser too, and I dont like that word. You are definitely not a loser. I\'ll tell you a secret..I actually carved the word \'\'loser\'\' onto my arm one day, back when I was self-harming. Its not a nice thing to think of yourself, and its not true either. For me, or for you.