hhhhhmmmm

I cant take this anymore I feel like shit everything is going down the tubes I feel like self mutalating again I just want to end my life.  Nobody understands I been through hell and back and its creeping up on me.  I hate myself and to tell you all the truth I never really liked myself I felt like a loser since grade school.  Now Im believing my mother Im never going to have a life.  god let my blood seep ouua me and let me die.