Hey guys! We’re alive!! We’re lucky!
Hi friends! It was daunting this morning to get up. Felt so weak and yet I turned it around! There's so much to be grateful for and Blue and I are alive and we get to have this experience....we all do!
Life maybe be messed up in some ways but there's beauty and joy and wonder if you allow that sunshine to peak in!
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It’s so important to have something to look forward to as well!
I must admit, having S in my life, was one of the best things that ever happened to my health. But I also know now that part of what she did for me aside from the mental healthcare was that she represented something that was just about me, a place to confide, something to look forward to every week, something to look forward to outside of the monastic life. Something that just made me feel special and connected to the world out there. Redirection when I made a mental wrong turn and when i needed positivity. I’m realizing now I have to do that for myself. I’m still looking for a therapist. I need to have a place where I can put my worries and anxieties, something to look forward to that can, with my mission statement to the new therapist, be about keeping me striving and appreciating life and what I get to do in it. I’m thinking the mission statement is important for me to have as well going into a new relationship.
I hope that you find a great therapist soon sweetie
It's nice to feel special sometimes...xo
Thanks