HELP!

So, as I said I am a computer dinosaur. First of all, I tried to start my journal and thought i could save my draft and edit it later, but couldn't figure that one out. Ten, got a post and couldn't figure out how to read that. So...just label me # frustrated. lol. (which,by the way is not a post on a twitter site but merely a sarcastic attempt to re-align myself with this this increasingly fast paced world. Today is a success merely because I got out of bed and dressed and found this website. I hope there's somebody alive out there. This illness has disrupted my life like nothing I ever could have imagined, and it feels like there is simply no going back. So, in that case, I will just have to press on and go forward. I titled my username as countyourblessings because that's what I need to learn to do. I've never really been an optimist, but I think it's worth a try.