HELLOOOOOO

Hello!well, i took a much needed break from DS Land but am now trying to catch up.everything in my life seems to be at a stand still for right now. trying to get through everyday without a lot of problems.marriage  is still a big disappointment ,frustrateing and lonely.i havent been very happy with myself either. I really want to loose weight and feel better but my lonliness and depression keep holding me back.One minute I set goals and have big plans than it all goes out the window.I just cant seem to throw myself ahead and keep going.Financial problems as well as health is also against me.But alot of my pain is depression.I have been accomplishing small projects around the house which make me feel good.Since this week is supposed to be in the 80s and 90s i made up three big salads to have on hand for dinners.it took alot out of me and I was in extreme pain when i finished but everyone said they tasted great.i guess for now small goals are ok because at least it makes me feel as if I am accomplishing SOMETHING!Well, hope to be catching up with everyone soon.take care.