Hello Again

Well, things have been moveing along for me ....Not real bad or good just here. try to take each day for what it is. i got a new little pup named Lilly and she is about the size of a small pop bottle right now.its rather demanding since she is just like careing for an infant.But shes spunky and holds her own with all my other pets..She makes me smile....my son who is going to college is driveing me a bit mad though...He has a station wagon that he bought from his grampa but now he says its embarrassing driveing that kind of car because everyone else has nice sports cars..yada ..yada...Obviously he doesnt see the many people car pooling or getting off the bus....hell, i told him i was married and had two kids before i had a car.out of all my kids he is the one hardest to please.he always wants wants and wants more.he says he hates his family and cant wait to move out...that breaks my heart considering i have worked so hard for my kids and a loveing family is what i have always wanted.makes me wonder where i went so wrong.he is the only one in the family you have to practiculy kick in the ass to get him to just help out around here.I dont know,he will realize how hard life really is when he does move out,but hey i almost forgot he doesnt even have a job....i have been visiting my old stoppin grounds lately ,seeing people I havent been around in probably four years.its bringing up some very mixed emotions.but i strive so much to feel like a person again..to be apart of things....it seems i am always searching but searching for what IS the question.finally got my computer fixed so reliveing my youth and better days,enjoying looking up old 80s music videos....dokken,whitsnake,def leperd,scorpions....love it!! well until next time....