hEAVY HEART TODAY FRI SEPT 11, 2015 7.08 A.M.

Well I won't back downNo I won't back downYou can stand me up at the gates of hellBut I won't back down
No I'll stand my ground, won't be turned aroundAnd I'll keep this world from draggin me downgonna stand my ground... and I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out(and I won't back down...)hey I will stand my groundand I won't back down
Well I know what's right, I got just one lifein a world that keeps on pushin me aroundbut I'll stand my ground...and I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out(and I won't back down...)hey I will stand my ground(I won't back down)and I won't back down...
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out(I won't back down)hey I won't back down(and I won't back down)hey baby, there ain't no easy way out(and I won't back down)hey I will stand my ground(and I won't back down)and I won't back down(I won't back down)No I won't back down..

 IT IS WITH A HEAVY HEART I WRITE THIS TODAY. I THINK THE SONG I DID WAS A PRETTY GOOD ONE FOR TODAY. IT IS TOM PETTY'S WONT BACK DOWN. HAD TO GOOGLE ALL THE LYRIC'S I CAN READ IT. CAN'T BELEIVE IT'S BEEN 14 YRS?I REALY HOPE I GET MY CAR TODAY. HE ISN'T COMMING TILL 2 P.M. TO PICK MY UP THEN WE HAVE TO GO EAT CAUSE HE IS HUNGRY, THEN GET HIS AND MY CAR BACK, BUT I REALY NEED TO GET MY SON TO BARNS TODAY NO MATTER WHAT. I DON'T LOOK FORWARD TO THE 15 TO 30 HOUR WAIT, BUT I CAN'T TAKE MY SON BEING THIS SICK OVER HIS TEETH. MUST GO THERE. SCARED OF THAT PLACE AND HAVE TO GO ALONE. HE IS REALLY SCARING THE CRAP OUT OF ME. DON'T KNOW IF I CAN BE VERY POSITIVE TODAY, GOING TO TRY, JUST SO HARD, DAMMIT. BUT AS THE SONG GOES I WONT BACK DOWN. MY SON WILL GET HELP OR I WILL KNOW THE REASON WHY, EMAILING MY SENITOR, CLAIR MCCASCAL, FOUND OUT WHO IT IS, I CAN'T TAKE THIS BUEROCRATIC BULLSHIT ANYMORE.THIS STATE HATES THE OLD, SICK, AND POOR. JUST WANT US TO GO AWAY OR BETTER YET DIE, WELL, THAT'S NOT HAPPENIN TO US. WONT BACK DOWN, THAT'S MY MONTRA FOR TODAY. OH TOM PETTY, YOU ARE SO WISE. THIS DATE IS ALLWAYS HARD ON ME, BUT ITS WORSE THIS YR SENSE SON IS SO VERY SICK. THAT IS ALL FOR NOW.
I WILL HAVE A HEAVY HEART FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO'S LIVES WERE SHATTERED OR ENDED ON THIS MOST SOLUM DAY. MY PRAYER'S GO OUT FOR OUR COUNTRY. I HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY ON THIS TERRIBLE TERRORIST CHICKEN SHIT MONSTER'S ACTION'S, BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW. MORE LATER.
                      JUST DON'T BACK DOWN.
                 VERY VERY GENTLE HEALING HUG'S