heartbroken (does he feel the same way?)

i cant get you off of my mind.
i want to bare you my soul, lay it all out for you to see. i want to give you my everything
i think you are my everything.
im so heartbroken right now because you have a girlfriend, but at the same time i need YOU to comfort me.
god. this is killing me!
im sitting here believing that you feel the same way, because thats what keeps me going. but what if you really dont. i just couldnt go on.
i cant break up a relationship. but....
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as a teenager, i wasnt ready. as a wife, i wasnt ready. as a fiancee, i wasnt ready. i had to experience, learn, grow. i did not know who i was or what i was capable of.
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go into every decision with a clear conscience and an open mind. that way, even if it turns out to be a bad decision, you will not live with regret, but instead with more knowledge.