Head work!
Today is a new day... And I think I should be doing more. I was soooo bored there for awhile... And was all ready to go back to my volunteer position at the womans crisis center this week.
But today, I contacted them and told them it would be next week before I came back... Why? Its weird, its like I've gotten use to being at home and being, well... pretty much lazy!
Don't get me wrong... I do my exercises, and keep the house clean. But for some reason I am hung up on getting back out there!
I have to get over this cause school starts back up the 30th of September. And I know me, the only way to get back out there is to just do it. I am fine once I do.
There are also things I could be doing from home that I am NOT doing! I should be working on my personal statement for grad school and I am not. I should be studying for the GRE and I am not.
I don't know whats wrong with me! Guess I better figure this out!
I've also been pondering the head stuff again. I've been reading Geneen Roth books again, which are great! But I guess I feel like I still don't have the tools or the 'how tos' to get a grip on my head stuff. Every day feels like it did preop in regards to keeping my eating in check. I need help in figuring this stuff out.
Another day of weird head stuff might be whats keeping me at home. I want to find normal again :)
But today, I contacted them and told them it would be next week before I came back... Why? Its weird, its like I've gotten use to being at home and being, well... pretty much lazy!
Don't get me wrong... I do my exercises, and keep the house clean. But for some reason I am hung up on getting back out there!
I have to get over this cause school starts back up the 30th of September. And I know me, the only way to get back out there is to just do it. I am fine once I do.
There are also things I could be doing from home that I am NOT doing! I should be working on my personal statement for grad school and I am not. I should be studying for the GRE and I am not.
I don't know whats wrong with me! Guess I better figure this out!
I've also been pondering the head stuff again. I've been reading Geneen Roth books again, which are great! But I guess I feel like I still don't have the tools or the 'how tos' to get a grip on my head stuff. Every day feels like it did preop in regards to keeping my eating in check. I need help in figuring this stuff out.
Another day of weird head stuff might be whats keeping me at home. I want to find normal again :)
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