havnt made a journal in days sat nov5,2011

 well its been a few days sence i got on here. ive not been having such good days and yesterday i went shopping w/ sis and it was egsausting. saw son. he is looking ok, but we fought again of course. i told him if he didnt shape up and start respecting me i wasnt going to9 come home. tottally shollow threat, cant stay here unfortunatly. i havnt been in good mood. only have about 3 pain pills left. took 30 mg of cymbalta today. now im on clinical dose. oh boy,. hope it doesnt make me sick. had GREAT NIGHT didnt wake once. was on feet all day yesterday. didnt walk much but still get so augsausted.  ok, bro is here. will get on later i promise ok, later.......