Having a hard day today!

Please excuse the lack or formatting, grammar and spelling, as I am on my phone. And I am all thumbs!!
 
For the sake of brevity, i am not going to bother to capitalize, as i have less than 15mins. to get this all out before meetinga client.
 
 
Today, I feel like i have gone back to the beginning... To devoting myself to my healing whole-heartedly. Since this past summer with my ex and my horrible break-up with him, i have been focusing on surviving and moving on with my life in the direction i had started before getting back together with him. In between the tuumluchious (phone! grrr) of moving on with my life and the disintegration of my family, i had little time to just breathe, and slow down long enough to take a look around.
Today was one of those days where i really missed him. more to say, but have to go to work!