Haven\'t written in a while!

Hi everyone,I can't believe it's been about two weeks since I entered in my journal... too long!  Hope everyone is having a wonderful Thanksgiving - - -here we are rolling into the holiday season.  I know it's rough for a lot of people out there; so today I'm going to be EXTRA thankful for everything I/we have, especially the new friends I have met on this site. :] The Arizona trip was good, except for one argument with my husband - - -got over it pretty quickly and the rest of the week was great!  My mission in life is to be a super organized person with time and everything in my life, but truly it is a daily challenge for me.  I'm more casual about time and it gets me into TROUBLE constantly.  Sometimes I feel like I'm always rushing around and I just hate it.  It seems like I sabotage myself, waiting too long to do things and then I'm behind the eight ball; it drives my husband crazy and I want to be different but as I say, I'm always fighting it.  Does anyone else feel that same way??? Also, starting things is hard for me; once I get going I'm great and I get everything done, going from one thing to another... it's just STARTING.  (I do have to qualify that, though - many times I hop from one thing to another like a bumblebee..) I know to some this may seem trivial, but I'm on a role now - venting about this because honestly it affects everything I/we do. Enough said - if anyone else has these kinds of issues, let me know; maybe we can compare notes and fix the problem. :] Have a great GF day and weekend!Hugs to all,Smokeygirl