Haunted by memories
It's a new year and I'm haunted by memories, some years old. I wish I could forget about all the bad stuff that has happened but some days it's all I think about. It doesn't help that I am alone so much of the time. I don't want to go out, I don't want new friends, I just want a partner. But I know now that isn't going to happen. I just wish I didn't have to suffer with horrible memories of things that have happened. Meds help quite a bit, I'm lucky there, and I work everyday that I can - 7 days a week when they're open, and this keeps my mind semi-occupied. I have a kind of boring mindless job, but I'm glad to have it. I just hope the horrible memories fade away really soon.
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I\'m sorry the bad memories don\'t fade , I hope and pray the new year brings u peace xo hugs
Happy new year love thinking of today is the way... One foot in yesterday one foot in tomorrow we end up pissing all over today! Old AA saying! Love ya hugs bill
Desensitisation therapy helped me. Writing the memories out in detail then reading over and over until the trauma and pain turned to boredom. Painful but it worked.
Hi H, thank you for your prompt reply to my request for info of your meds. I hope you can keep getting them. It would be scary to change now that you have found the formula.