Hate

I hate the world for not seeing for not carrying for there shock and disbelief of the truth the world hates me I have no were to turn I'm alone alienated because of my life I'm so angry at normal people I want out I'm already dead my body a thing used I cant do this I have been thinking crazy thoughts like kill my self and taken them with me ending it then the world will have to see duck this world it has done nothing but let me down and leave me with no way out it's truth you cowardly stupid squeamish normies you are so stupid and your little world is it that to except the truth threatens your little box of a world your little allusion of a perfect ducked world would be shattered will duck off I'm her to tell you what is and allusion is all you have truth your to afraid of the truth see no evil speak no evil hear no evil sounds like a good thing the truth is if you can't see evil hear it or speak it does only one thing and that's do evil it now has free range to walk all over me and others with no end we the others crazy worthless drug addicts were left to be devoured by the truth we the others who never even had the luxury of any safe allusion no were being left to the real truth of broken emptiness alienated because of social norms and taboo cuz you can't handle the truth you know who you are judged me I judge you for you blind eye looking the other way like if to see is to dirty your hands like it's contagious life's a bitch then you die fuck the world go get high  

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JOYHOLY
JOYHOLY

So sorry that you have been left down, I can understand how you feel, please try to rise up all the difficulties and get some help, you are so right there is so much evil in this world, and little help, its good that you wrote your feelings down, now you can move on, every life is precious ,yours too, so many bad things to carry, you are so wise and forgiving, what happened to your Mam is sad, but you can change things, get help, don't stop, your life is worth living, love.