Happy Valentine's Day This Friday coming up soon.

I hope everyone has a Happy Valentine's Day this Friday.  How can I celebrate that day when I lost the love of my life five years ago on Nov. 15, 2009.  Impossible!  I still miss my Smokey. My life was changed in every area of my life since he died.  I have mourned, grew, grown and changed so much in five years and will continue to change and grow.  It is the natural order of things.  Since Smokey was the love of my life, I believe I will never find another one again.  I think its impossible.  
On the Christian take of things, since I was divorced from Gary, I don't believe God wants me to marry again.  I believe God wants me to be alone.  I am not the kind of woman that enjoys living alone.  This is very difficult for me.  The bible mentions in Mark 10:10-12 in that verse range the once a married couple is divorced, they cannot marry again or it will be considered adultery.  This really scared me when I read it after all these years it has sunk in to me very soul.  Have I been completely wrong all this time.  I thought once a couple was divorced, it was okay to marry again even spiritually speaking on this subject.  Have my beliefs been so very off course on this subject.  I can't believe I have been so very wrong for so very long.
Life sucks or so it seems.
Just a thought from DianeB

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Truhal
Truhal

I\'m doing some research on this. Divorce, fornication, homosexuality, all forbidden in the bible, yet most of us in the 21st century have ignored at least one of these. It\'s a tough one because the bible doesn\'t have an expiration date. It\'s the same today as yesterday.

But think about women in the past. If her husband divorced her, how would she live?
DianeMTB
DianeMTB

I divorced my first husband. I lived with Smokey. I think I committed the things like adultery and fornication. Now I want to walk the path of faith and get my faith life in order. I cant believe that God would want me to live the rest of my life alone. I want to follow God and His Word. What should I do? What\'s your opinion?