happy free zone.......

swear to God.......that's what I just told my kitties......miserable early morning rising......can't breathe, back problems.....pain. showered which temporarily opened my nasal passages......heck of a time getting over the tub wall to land.  mercy......it's fu nny and messed up all at once.

my nose is restuffed already.......the cats are crying ca u se if i'm up they think it's time for breakfast.  rio has settled down but mia is crying like a baby cat......so sadding.  poor baby........

the thought of bending over to put their food bowls down is beyond the scope of things for now.  forgot to take a muscle relaxer......how could I forget?  so easy.....take a little brain fog, mix in the pain, watch me reach for the fifth kleenex of the day to blow followed by sneezing and there you go........my forgetter is in full bloom.

but if i can complain i'm already doing bet ter.....importanta fact to remember.  no leaping of tall bu ildings or outrunning a locomotive --- this particular supergirl could use a super cape today.  wish we could order them en masse so we could all be out of reach of the kryptonite that takes us down to our knees.

the blue light on the speaker next to my light is hurting my eyes.......how is it that i don't usually notice this light?  must have been here since the advent of the speakers, but on this early morning of not even sleep it's awful.  gonna have to wrap this up......gonna trade this typing moment for a blankie and the throne.  lol, that's what my son in law calls my catnapper.......the throne.  so funny.....i'd tell him that one of the reasons i got the chair beyond the obvious means of comfort would be to show my readiness for grand children........it's big enough to hold me and more than one grandbaby at a time!!!!!!!  but he claims a rare allergy to having children, something about the high pitched screams he hears at restaurants........sigh, my grandmother arms ache with this emptiness......s ometimes i feel like one of those women of my age in the Bible where they ache to know the joys of holding their children's children.  i pray for God's will, i pray to accidentally be reassigned to a family with part time grandmotherly detail.....so far nuttin' honey.

wow, off on a tangent......sorry.  time to sleep to the sound of the tv volume on low.  hugs, prayers and fresh fruit for everybody......the heirloom oranges are in season right now and they are soooooooo crazy delicious.........one more reason why I know that God is..........too many amazing details to believe that we are some accident of the universe.........we are by design. 

and yet i told those meowing kitties that this momma woke in a happy free zone ......always working on finding good moments daily.....hope they come sooner than later!