happy day
I came home to Blue - and he was eager to socialize.
It's not just about me - I thought while walking in the door -
and it's not just about him - but an open conversation -
him being calmed for his vulnerability of being left alone
and me being calmed by seeking the perfect 'comforting of him'
when indeed it's both of us talking back and forth..
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I'm starting to feel some ego about my l ife - Here I am in an open dialogue
with my surroundings and life that I have - I am making this life -
I can see how some would be resentful of someone who coasts on the shirttails
of one's work -
I started to think about the power I have to decorate this room - but it's not just all about
the decor - I am carrying myself through this - I am not sure I want to part with the money
that was so carefully collected.
I need to start studying more of the liturgical materials -
again feeling some ego and darkness