Happy Birthday My Sweet Beautiful Girl

Today is my Stepdaughter's 11th birthday. It kills me not being able to tell her "Happy Birthday" myself. I miss her so much. I have thought about sending her mother a message, but I'm so afraid she wont be welcoming of it and it will cause them to not let me see her anytime in the near future. I hope she knows how much I miss her and love her and that I'm thinking of her constantly.
Since I can't tell her myself.... Happy Birthday my sweet beautiful girl! Daddy and I are so very proud of you and love you to the moon and back again!