happy 50 bday to me. no party snowed again

well, here it is my 50th bday and here i sit. my party was cancelled of cousres. it snowed  AGAIN. so no party no presents, no cake, nothin. figures, i should have known. my oldest son was going to see me. hyoungest made me a present. he of cousres is out parting. cuz says he will take me out next week to karioki. ahhhh dont realy like bars, but if i get some liquor in me, who knows. of course i have no food in the house. trying not to order out moore crap. havnt been in my car sence the first snow. what a nighmair. i was realy looking forward to my party never had one  ever before. i feel like a little chjild who is selfish, but i am upset. my bday hasnt been good n never had anyone throw me a party. my bro is a great guy. was kinda nervouis, but was trying to get over it. oh well. so here is sit again. tommorow nis nsuperbowl. scared to go to bfs. scared top getting snowed in there. it wouldnt be pretty.oh well, have some movies to watch tonight. got my hair washed. its way too long, starting yto be a big hassle. ok, thats all for now. maybe moore later if i feel like it. ok here i  go WAA WAA WAA    POOR ME.  should am am happy to have maDE it this long. most people didnt see that one comming. if i didnt stop the drinking, i wouldnt be here. ok, on that note i say goodby for now.........