HANGING IN AND ON
I WILL MAKE THIS SHORT AND SWEET. I AM STILL HANGING IN AND I AM HAVING SOME BETTER DAYS. NO, THE DAYS ARE NOT PERFECT, FAR FROM IT BUT THEY ARE NOT QUITE AS PAINFUL. I STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS/HOURS ETC. BUT I AM SLOWLY TAKING BACK THE CONTROL MY DAUGHTER TRIED TO STRIP AWAY FROM ME. IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH WITH NO CONTACT WITH HER. YES, THIS SADDENS ME BUT IT IS THE ONLY ALTERNATIVE AT THE MOMENT. I AM NOT SURE WHEN OR IF I WILL EVER HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER AGAIN...TIME WILL TELL. I JUST KNOW THAT RIGHT NOW I AM STILL TOO VULNERABLE. I SEE MY THERAPIST ON THURSDAY. I REALLY NEED TO TALK THIS OUT WITH HER AS I HAVE NOT HAD A SESSION WITH HER SINCE THIS FIASCO STARTED. I ALSO WANT TO GET HER OPINION ON WHETHER I COULD HAVE PTS DISORDER. WOULD NOT SURPRISE ME AFTER ALL THE CRAP I HAVE DEALT WITH CONCERNING MY DAUGHTER IN THE LAST 13 YEARS.
ANYHOW, BE WELL. I'LL BE IN TOUCH. DEBBIE
ANYHOW, BE WELL. I'LL BE IN TOUCH. DEBBIE
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i am sorry you are still struggling with this.. i think talking with your therapist in a wonderful idea.. working through these feeling will help you come to terms with all these feeling you have and hopfully help you begin to feel better.. i will say a pray for you .. big hugs ./.feel better my friend.. hugs ..love you ..marie
I am feeling better an I hope I can send some positive thoughts your way. I think it was the chocolate. Just let your daughter go for now till you feel better then deal with it. Keep up the therapist visits, its helps. Love Naomi xo