HANGING IN!!!!

ONE THING I MADE MYSELF DO YESTERDAY WAS TO GET SOME OF MY PICS DONE AT WALMART. I ALWAYS HAVE THE BURNED DISC BUT I DO SOME PICTURES SO I CAN DO AN ALBUM. THIS IS ME ALL TRUSSED UP LIKE A CHICKEN AND ZIPLINING IN PUNTA CANA. IT WAS A BLAST!!
IT MADE ME FEEL BETTER LOOKING AT THE PICTURES BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANTED TO GO BACK. I NEED SUN AND HEAT. I NEED WINTER TO BE OVER..LIKE NOW!!! I THINK I WILL UP MY DOSE OF VITAMIN D TO SEE IF IT WILL HELP.
I AM STILL IN A NOT SO GREAT PLACE BUT I HAVE MOMENTS WHERE I FEEL A TAD BETTER. IT HAS BEEN A WEEK SINCE THE ISSUE WITH DANIELLE. SHE STILL HAS NOT SPOKEN TO US ABOUT IT. SHE ONLY DROPS BY FOR A SECOND TO CHECK THE MAIL. SHE REALLY DOES NOT GET IT OR SHE DOES NOT CARE. WELL, I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE HER SO I REALLY NEED TO WORK ON ME.
SUPPOSE TO HAVE COFFEE NIGHT WITH THE GALS TONIGHT. I AM NOT SURE WETHER I WILL MAKE IT OR NOT. I AM REALLY GOING TO TRY!!
THAT'S IT FOR NOW.
DEBBIE

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Shelly4
Shelly4

Oh Deb, I so understand how you feel on all levels. I have peeks at feeling better right now too. I certainly understand how you feel about wanting winter GONE. Definately understand about the whole kid thing. I booted Michael Thursday for all good logical reasons. Hoping I can stick to my decision. I actually felt relief as he walked out the door. S sad we let ourselves get to that point.

Hang in girlfriend and do what you can to take care of you...........xo
GeorgiaW
GeorgiaW

That picture is priceless, although you do not look totaly thrilled right at that moment. LOL
We are nearly to equinox, does that mean spring will be showing up in your area soon? I know for me it will still be at least two more month before we\'ll see serious bare ground and I can start real work outside but I thought you got busy much sooner then I do.

Yes, we cannot change who are kids have become. We need to give up expectations they will be someone else and learn to deal with them as they are, OR make that choice to not deal with them because who they are is to toxic for us to deal with and maintain some kind of mental health.
Had that discussion with Winter today about her boyfriend. He is one of those we will have to learn (both of us) to treat like he really is not part of this household but a visitor that comes by. If/when we get expectations about him both of us end up feeling more then a bit homicidal.
penny59
penny59

wow that looks like fun... i agree we need spring and we need it now.. i hope things get better with your daughter.. for your sake.. feel better ..hugs ..love marie