Had a little time.

I actually had a little time to talk to my boyfriend yesterday and we really miss each other. I missed him all day on Christmas and wish that I was just around him all day instead of being around my arguing family. Maybe we can be with each other next Christmas, we never really get to be alone together. There's always someone there watching or not wanting us to be alone together.
Anyway, Christmas was alright. I was zoned out and felt like a zombie all day. Idk why. I'm sorta zoned out right now and I keep losing weight and it's getting worse. I feel really week and I think I'm starting to get sick too. I hope not.
I feel alright today and just hope the days will get better.