Guilty
I feel guilty for eating. My family has barely any food in the house. I feel guilty and that why I am starving myself. It hurts so much. I have barely ate in 4 days.
I feel guilty for eating. My family has barely any food in the house. I feel guilty and that why I am starving myself. It hurts so much. I have barely ate in 4 days.
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I know that I need to eat. But yes your right. I have starved myself before I don't do it intentionally. It normally happens when I am happy somewhere else but at home is a complete shit show. I can't stand it when my family acts like everything is fine but it's not. They act like we are a perfect family and then you come to our house and "BOOM" Shit Show. I starve myself and I wish that I didn't. But this time was not cause of that reason. I want other people in my house to eat too. So I need to eat less.
I can relate a bit. I had to pretend that things were good at home during my childhood, when they weren't. It's wonderful that you care for your family so much. Just please make sure you always take care of yourself too.
I will. Thank you. Hugs.