Graduation

I can't believe I'm about to write this as I vowed to never be this person on this site, but this is pregnancy related and I have skipped about a thousand of these posts in my 3 years of being on this site.

I am 9 weeks today and just had my last ultrasound with shady grove fertility!!!!!!!! It is still SO surreal. We got to see the babies feet moving, hear their heartbeats at 171 and 172, saw the umbilical cord (what?! there is seriously an umbilical cord already??) and got to hear the blood flow through the cord. It was a very emotional and heartfelt goodbye to them. I have spent 3 long years in their care. I woke up at 5am to make them a breakfast casserole and brought them bagels, coffee and juice. I wrote cards for my nurse, the tech who always drew my blood, and of course my doctor. I cried while writing every single one of them and there wasn't a space left in those cards. It was truly a bittersweet moment. I have my first OB apt. next Thursday at 10 weeks. I have watched so many people on here get pregnant and move on. I always wondered if it would ever be me. Will I ever be lucky enough to get pregnant? It still really hasn't set in, but it's starting to get a little more real as the babies grow. I used to hate when people would update about their pregnancies. I get that people are curious and want to know how their doing throughout their pregnancies, but this is an infertility site and I never want to be that person to upset someone who is not in a good place in their journey. I have experienced that countless times. I feel for anyone still struggling. We made many sacrifices to get this far, but I assure you it is worth it. I pray that anyone still trying doesn't give up on their dream and will one day hold their miracle baby. Thank you SO much for the support when I needed it most. Feel free to email me rfuhry@live.com  or friend me on facebook Becky Fuhry. Or you can always message me on here and I'll try to peek in now and then. I wish everyone the best of luck!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox