got through the day

Went for my reiki treatment--very relaxing. Did some cleaning/reorganizing around here. 4 more bags and a box for Goodwill. Actually cooked myself dinner and ate most of it (with the dog's help). Big step--I've barely eaten since this happened Monday evening, much less actually cooked

Thinking of adopting a kitten--there is a litter of ferals living near my complex and one of my neighbors has already taken in one, and said he'd try and catch me one if I wanted. I'm already 1 pet over my 2 pet limit, but so are a lot of other people. 

My sweet 82 year old neighbor called before. She was kind of beating around the bush (I suspected what she wanted to ask) then mentioned she hadn't seen C (my ex) in awhile. I told her he wasn't living here anymore. She paused a moment and asked "Is he alive?" I admit, I almost laughed, but told her no, he just wasn't living HERE anymore. Then she told me she'd seen an obit for someone with his first name, and she didn't know his last and thought it might be him.....   We chatted for awhile and she told me I was welcome to stop by anytime I wanted. Really sweet, sweet woman. I do need to visit her more often.

Not too, too bad a day. If only the sadness would stop washing over me....

I'll be OK one day. I KNOW that