goofed up, but everything is alright. more or less.....xo
my words aren't coming out correctly. it happened at the end of my trip to the grocery store. i was having trouble driving the cart.......and then i was having word trouble. words were coming out, they were about the subject being discussed, but they made zero minus four in sense world.
the bag boy had teased me in the store, jokingly asked if i was driving my cart under the influence and then my words bailed on me too. it wasn't end of world serious, nobody got hurt in the making or release of those words, but oh how i wish i could speak in a straightforward manner and not scramble it up. he asked me if i wanted the something or other (bread & eggs maybe?) in the back seat and i said something like "just put it in the trunk of the passenger seat" as I was pointing to the driver's side of the car.........yeah, it made no sense unless you are cuh razy. he said how far do you have to go?
he lives in the subdivision next to mine, so he said the good news is it's mostly a straight line home with only two little curves, you can do it. he was a very nice young man. when those tired waves hit the heavens should just open up and play "WIPE OUT."
the end.....oh finally got the script today for that muscle relaxer, so it only took from August 24th until now to get it called in to the pharmacy........shame on that doctor's office. what is that ....two months right? my goodness. next dental appt is Monday, so I can use it for the appt. seek the blessings and let go of the angst.
am i in bed yet? nah, rats.....gotta rise and walk to the room with the bed. hey, my air purifier is officially at work......Leanne was very nice, but sadly I talked way to much. I am embarrassed, she said no, it's ok, i asked you a lot of questions........but then it was time for her to leave and sadly I did the majority of the talking. I want to be a part of a conversation........I'm out of the practice of normal social give and take and sigh.......I want to do better. While she did ask a lot of questions, I could have also asked her questions too. I like learning about others, their lives, their interests.......am I so insulated and isolated, that I am a blabbering fool? Lord limit me........sit on my volume button so that I can be a better listener once again......................confession time over now. print this or hit delete? mmmmm don't know.......maybe someone else wrestles with something like this at times......i am hungry to speak to people it's true. i miss seeing and interacting regularly.........so what should i/can i do to rectify this? laryngitis maybe?????? lol......seems fair.
first things first........got to go to bed......i hurt in the hurtin muscles.......but oh baby i did get a couple of big beautiful round orange pumpkins.......they look so happy and fine. glad to have them aboard.
nite now.
the bag boy had teased me in the store, jokingly asked if i was driving my cart under the influence and then my words bailed on me too. it wasn't end of world serious, nobody got hurt in the making or release of those words, but oh how i wish i could speak in a straightforward manner and not scramble it up. he asked me if i wanted the something or other (bread & eggs maybe?) in the back seat and i said something like "just put it in the trunk of the passenger seat" as I was pointing to the driver's side of the car.........yeah, it made no sense unless you are cuh razy. he said how far do you have to go?
he lives in the subdivision next to mine, so he said the good news is it's mostly a straight line home with only two little curves, you can do it. he was a very nice young man. when those tired waves hit the heavens should just open up and play "WIPE OUT."
the end.....oh finally got the script today for that muscle relaxer, so it only took from August 24th until now to get it called in to the pharmacy........shame on that doctor's office. what is that ....two months right? my goodness. next dental appt is Monday, so I can use it for the appt. seek the blessings and let go of the angst.
am i in bed yet? nah, rats.....gotta rise and walk to the room with the bed. hey, my air purifier is officially at work......Leanne was very nice, but sadly I talked way to much. I am embarrassed, she said no, it's ok, i asked you a lot of questions........but then it was time for her to leave and sadly I did the majority of the talking. I want to be a part of a conversation........I'm out of the practice of normal social give and take and sigh.......I want to do better. While she did ask a lot of questions, I could have also asked her questions too. I like learning about others, their lives, their interests.......am I so insulated and isolated, that I am a blabbering fool? Lord limit me........sit on my volume button so that I can be a better listener once again......................confession time over now. print this or hit delete? mmmmm don't know.......maybe someone else wrestles with something like this at times......i am hungry to speak to people it's true. i miss seeing and interacting regularly.........so what should i/can i do to rectify this? laryngitis maybe?????? lol......seems fair.
first things first........got to go to bed......i hurt in the hurtin muscles.......but oh baby i did get a couple of big beautiful round orange pumpkins.......they look so happy and fine. glad to have them aboard.
nite now.
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Glad you made it home. What caused the word problem?
I have been more alert this week, but still crashed......tire so easily. I wanted to pick up my prescription and get some basics. I got so confused in the store, that should have been a sign. I couldn\'t find what I was looking for, I did ask and go to where they sent me and it had similar products, but not what I needed....so I kept buzzing through the store and got so tired. I think that my motor skills and my cognitive skills got slammed by a big wave of TSUNAMI WEARINESS at the same time. At checkout they forgot to run my Kroger savings card through, so off we went to the service desk for a refund. That\'s when I hit the sign and the boy teased me.........I didn\'t knock it down, I saw the sign, but didn\'t register distance correctly......hard to explain. Motor skills, perception problem? Then outside he picked out two pumpkins for me and I said something goofy there........and then again at the car. It happens to me when I speak.......not so much when I type. I say things out of order or incorrectly or drift off a lot mid thought. A lot I attribute to brain fog, but sometimes I wonder if that is all it is. I went to the neuro my rheumy recommended because this stuff throws me when it happens. He did zero testing, he simply said you are too young for this to be happening. I told my rheumy what he said and she just looked at me without comment.
Apparently I am simply too young.........but stuff happens to us despite a birth date, the right time, but hey what do I know? I did advocate for my concerns and although it is my body as in who would know me better...but it is something that happens when I am flaring/crashing. I have talked to my kids about this too, but they say little. I don\'t think they know what to say. It has something to do with my brain, but what exactly I don\'t know.........sometimes I think that my body and my mind are so worn out, so bone weary ......it tries to do it\'s best and that is good enough for me........mostly lol.........can\'t be perfect anymore, not even close, gotta accept that I\'m one of those toys that is still fun but flawed............misfit toys I think they\'re called.........hugs and nitie nite. xoxo.
I hear ya. When I get tired really tired frm over activity or lack of sleep I forget words and get a sort of akwardness in my movements and thinking. It is scary. I think it has something to do with fatigue ad the nervous system. I do Hatha yoga and rest and eat differently and then I am fine in a day or two. Hatha Yoga balances both sides of the brain. You can do something called a cross crawl exercise. Do you know about this?
http://naturalhealthtechniques.com/healingtechniquescross_crawl_exercise.htm
There is a video here. Walking is a crosscrawl activity.
http://kettlebellfitnessdk.wordpress.com/2012/09/11/cross-crawl-for-brain-power/