Goodbye All...
The time has come for me to say goodbye.
Not to life just yet, but to DS.
I appreciate all the friendships and support that I have recieved on here, but I think in order to move away from all the attention I receive, I need to get away from some things that increase the amount of attention I get. I have a feeling that part of me being on here is because I want attention from others in a sneaky way. I don't feel bad about getting attention from people on here because it's my journal. Well, that's not right. I should be caring about the others on here and realizing that everyone is struggling and deserves support- not just me.
So I am going to take a step and move away from DS.
I still have my blog that I use as my 'real' journal and if you want to follow me on that- that's fine. Just shoot me an email at steffanie.mckay@gmail.com or find me on FB.
I am going to miss you all and all your supportive comments- but I think this might be a good step for me. I need to somehow start weaning myself away from all the possible sneaky things I do for attention. Yes- when I do these things I don't realize at the moment, but the more I think about it the more things I can find in my past that I have done just to get someone to notice me. It's sad and pathetic sounding I know.
I'm going to keep this up for this weekend, but come Sunday night...Goodbye DS and my account will be deleted.
I don't want pity comments about me leaving- I don't want to get attention from leaving- that is not what I want. I just want to make the announcement so that no one thinks I feel off the side of the earth or left because of what people were saying- It has nothing to do with either of those things.
Love to all, you know how to find me.
Xx
Tux-E
Not to life just yet, but to DS.
I appreciate all the friendships and support that I have recieved on here, but I think in order to move away from all the attention I receive, I need to get away from some things that increase the amount of attention I get. I have a feeling that part of me being on here is because I want attention from others in a sneaky way. I don't feel bad about getting attention from people on here because it's my journal. Well, that's not right. I should be caring about the others on here and realizing that everyone is struggling and deserves support- not just me.
So I am going to take a step and move away from DS.
I still have my blog that I use as my 'real' journal and if you want to follow me on that- that's fine. Just shoot me an email at steffanie.mckay@gmail.com or find me on FB.
I am going to miss you all and all your supportive comments- but I think this might be a good step for me. I need to somehow start weaning myself away from all the possible sneaky things I do for attention. Yes- when I do these things I don't realize at the moment, but the more I think about it the more things I can find in my past that I have done just to get someone to notice me. It's sad and pathetic sounding I know.
I'm going to keep this up for this weekend, but come Sunday night...Goodbye DS and my account will be deleted.
I don't want pity comments about me leaving- I don't want to get attention from leaving- that is not what I want. I just want to make the announcement so that no one thinks I feel off the side of the earth or left because of what people were saying- It has nothing to do with either of those things.
Love to all, you know how to find me.
Xx
Tux-E
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