good or evil?
I know many of you know my story about the night of May 5 when a heavenly spirit God, or Jesus maybe even a Guardian Angel whomever compelled me to get out of bed and check on my son and found him very close to death, what you don't know is that before all of this drug addiction came to light to me in January a bizarre thing happened here as well but it was definetley not a heavenly presence this time it was an evil one. One morning while laying in bed I woke up to seeing a very dark shadow coming up the stairs and turn to go into matt's room . I knew that Matt and my husband had already left for work so I got very startled I actually thought someone broke in to my house that is how real it was so I grabbed a bat and locked my girls in their room got my phone and went into Matt's room really expecting to find someone in there but no one was there. I called my husband and told him what happened of course he said maybe you were dreaming or imagining it ( remember I did not know about Matt's drug use yet) so I told him no way this was VERY real. I was very uneasy about it for awhile but then nothing more happened and so I let it go. Then when all my troubles began to unfold in January Matt had been to the hospital 2x for suspected o/d ( just way out of it couldnt stand etc not actual o/d like he did in May) and 1x for seizures that started because he came off the xanax too fast all in the same week and then he started w/ the hallucinations which were getting progressively worse and I was so discouraged with the hospital he had visited 3x already that week so Ifelt they would not take this very seriously either. So i started using my cell phone to record videos of his bizarre behavior because I was desperate for someone to believe me that this kid needed some serious medical help . Well at first the hallucinations were coming and going but eventually he just stayed out of it and I wouldn't need those recordings anyway cause we took him to a different hospital and they saw it themselves that he was out of it. So he was admitted to the pscyhiatric ward for 4 days where he was treated and thank God got better, in the meantime I went to church spoke to the priest and got some Holy water and came home and blessed my house from top to bottom. I got a phone call a little later that Matt was responding to the medication and that he had gotten sleep from a sedative they gave him ( he had not slept a wink in 6 days) That in itself could have been responsible for alot of the hallucinations but anyway I was just so thrilled to get that phone call because we had to leave him there the day before w/ no promises that we would be hearing anything unless he signed a paper giving them permission ok i get it about privacy laws but really his 2 parent are bringing him in for 4x for drug problems he was out of his mind and doesnt have the presence of mind to sign the paper Thank god he responded so fast to meds they gave him or I would have been in there too for being a basket case anyway i'm getting off the track so after the GOOD news phone call I looked through my phone to see what I recorded and not one of those recordings came out not one out of about 20 either there was no visual and just muffled voice you could not really make out or there was no voice and visual but without the voice part you couldnt get the irrational part of his actions on the tape so anyway my phone has never done that before or since so i can really say that there was an evil around him at that time to me there is no other explanation but what happened on May 5 after he had stopped using for 108 days and was trying to do good and after the house was blessed with Holy water and so many family and friends had been praying for him was DEFINETLEY a Holy spirit and that is the one I want around here not that horrible dark shadow. So please no matter how dire things seem to be always keep praying I really do believe it works!
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P.S. I no sooner got done writing and posting this story and i went on facebook and what is the 1st post to come up... a quote from Corinthians 14:33a ESV \" for God is not a God of confusion , but of Peace\" I say AMEN! Keep the faith!
Dee!! I just read that VERY scripture yesterday!!! Oh man. I have \"God bumps\"!!!! Love you!
wow kim I love when things like that happen love you 2 your the best!
I am going to send some prayers your way. I don\'t tend to have the visual and obvious types of things you are seeing but drugs and their effects on people are just so obviously evil that it makes sense.