Good morning

It's early morning. I've made my way down to church and have prepared the altar for Divine Liturgy for services. It's still dark out. I had a good talk with Jan last night and by voicing what I did it gave me some additional clarity. I woke this morning showered and dressed and I found myself parsing feelings and details. Not good. I just figured this was not something to pay attention to as it would have started me agonizing over 'why do I have to deal with this everyday all the time??' I tossed that perspective aside somehow, focusing on the morning and wondering if the agonizing was just part of the morning anxiety and transition but i kept looking at the bigger picture of doing my work. Anyways, have a good day!