good morning

When I commit to dreaming and living my dreams I also get in touch with my authentic self. The dual reference points within me in light of this birthing brings on paranoia and reactivity. I know it now and I'm aware that I need to mitigate the nerves in me while staying on track to fulfill my dreams and the pragmatics it takes to do so. Perhaps it's anxiety fueling this with the metaphoric sticking my head above the water line. My self trembles and reacts but I'm healthy enough now to see it and manage it and manage both.