Good and bad days
just when I think I turned a corner it comes back , the hurt . For no reason today I felt heavy like something weighed on me all day . After everyone went to sleep I hugged my dog and told him I was sad ( i knw weird) but then I just started crying and crying . I know it's over. I want to move on , felt strong and for some reason ( none that I can find) my tears came tonight. . I just think it must just be a bad day .. People told me there would be good days and bad days. I don't want to be sad anymore ! While I was crying I wondered will I ever be truly happy again, and again I reminded myself that it is just a bad day . For whatever reason the sadness came. I know I have to cry when I need to , but I didn't want to. i dont want to stay married to him anymore , not after what he has done, so I don't know what I am sad about . I am so confused . I am sure this will pass . Hopefully tomorrow will go back to better days again.
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I still have those sad days sometimes. It\'s ok and it will get better. You handled it well and just allowed yourself to cry. That was probably the best thing you could have done. My husband has cheated on me, acts like an ass to me, yells at me, is just sometimes plain horrible. I know without a doubt that I don\'t want to be with him anymore, but yet I still get sad. I don\'t think our sadness is for the loss of our husbands, but more for the loss of what we once had or dreamed of. I hope you are feeling better today.
I think something is in the air, we have to remember the things we don\'t miss, lies, arguments, horrible treatment, cheaters. Look to the future as a much better place instead of fearing the unknown, embrace the great possibilities!