going over the events of the dasy in my head

well, im giong over everything that happened today in my head. i think i just realized that i so this every night. cant beleive that i just realy figured that all into this. i nallways knew that that is why i have such a hard time sleeping, too much crap in my head. i did allways nknew that this was bad but it is much worse now, maybe cause i have no job. allready took all my crap for the night, so wont be able to stay on long. im allways so embarresed by the things i say wene around people. then i think about it all night or for days at a time. i tend to ramble wene nervouis which is allways and dont sometimes realize how i sound to people, prob like a crazy one. ok, by. ok guess thats it for now.