going out to live a little

I'm trying to observe why I seem to shy away from exposing myself out there

outside of responsibilities and safe choices....

including cognition/understanding for what I would like to do with the day and socialize.

part of it is an overwhelming fear of 'how is it done' -

and I think part of me is ever looking to the internal image inside to set the path forward.

There is 'no path' - there's a curved bone to hold onto so you don't get lost or lose humor

and don't lose a sense of self to the 'should be path.'

I just went out to the market and it was ok - I got

some treats. And that'll be the great fun for the night! :)