Going on three weeks
I'm going on three weeks not working again, I'm really starting to feel the emptyness, lonliness, bordom, anxiety, wanting to break down and cry. What happened to the happy go lucky girl in me? I was feeling fine for awhile, and now it's hitting me like a rock.
It's so quiet here, no one around, no friends here. The clock is ticking away as I write.
I need to go into town for a few things, not in the mood right now. I just took Sam E, so hopefully that will help my sadness feelings.
Till Again
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.AMEN
It's so quiet here, no one around, no friends here. The clock is ticking away as I write.
I need to go into town for a few things, not in the mood right now. I just took Sam E, so hopefully that will help my sadness feelings.
Till Again
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.AMEN
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I\'m sorry you are not working right now. I think that is the main reason you are feeling like this. That happy go lucky girl will come back. Also the fact that no one is around, can you call up a few friends or anyone to spend some time with you? Are you taking meds? I don\'t think you are supposed to take those off label antidepressants with our meds. I could be wrong. I pray the sadness and emptiness will lift and you can be you again. Hugs
No, I don\'t take Meds, I\'m unemployed so no $ coming in for Insurance, so I can only rely on over the counter meds for now. I am glad I found this website, it does help when You can\'t rely on medical help. Thanks for your support, Since I moved out here, my best friend stopped talking to me since I live far and its hard to meet up with her, So I have to rely on online friends and my boyfriend of 8 years.