Going on three weeks

I'm going on three weeks not working again, I'm really starting to feel the emptyness, lonliness, bordom, anxiety, wanting to break down and cry. What happened to the happy go lucky girl in me? I was feeling fine for awhile, and now it's hitting me like a rock.
It's so quiet here, no one around, no friends here.  The clock is ticking away as I write.
I need to go into town for a few things, not in the mood right now. I just took Sam E, so hopefully that will help my sadness feelings.
Till Again
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.AMEN