Going on month 3

For the past 3 months I have completely lost my appitie. Occasionaly after starving myself I can finally feel hungry enough to eat something that counts as a whole meal. But that happens about once a week. This morning I forced oatmeal down for breakfest, I thought it would be the best idea because I can't just not eat, and I need energy for work. But as soon as I finished I threw it all up...ALL UP. It messed me up for the rest of the day. For lunch I had like 3 carrots and 3 broccolies. And maybe 2 strawberries. All small. And for dinner I tried to eat some spegghetios, but only could eat maybe 4 small spoon fulls.  When I eat, it feels like rocks at the pit of my stomach. I took two aspirins today, and I could even feel them. I actually threw those up too. I miss food=(