going on a trip

so im going to laredo next week
i am so excited and nervous at the same time
would if she gets mad
would if she hates  me
ugh i am going crazy
i just need to make things right
i know she has a gf  but i just need her to know that i am here for her 4 ever and always
gawd i wish i could just let her read my mind
so laredo here i come