God save my sanity and send some sun my way!!!!

BLUE TEXT TO REPRESENT THE RAIN WE HAVE BEEN HAVING. THIS IS NOT A PICTURE OF US BUT IT MAY WELL COME TO PASS IF MOTHER NATURE DOESN'T GIVE US A BREAK FROM ALL THIS RAIN. WHEN IT ISN'T RAINY IT IS CLOUDY AND MUGGY. I HAVE OFFICIALLY SPIRALED DOWN TO A LOW LEVEL OF DEPRESSION WHICH I ATTRIBUTE TO THE HORRENDOUS WEATHER. WE HAVE HAD LITTLE SUN FOR TWO WEEKS AND THE LONGRANGE 15 DAY FORECAST SHOWS VERY LITTLE SIGN OF ANY SIGNIFICANT SUNSHINE. IT IS LIKE A RERUN OF LAST YEAR. THE PLANTS LITERALLY ROTTED IN THE GROUND!!! YESTERDAY I WAS SO DESPONDENT THAT I STAYED IN BED MOST OF THE DAY. NOT GOOD!!!!ALONG WITH THE DEPRESSION MY MEMORY IS LIKEĀ  A SIEVE....IN AND OUT. TODAY I WAS/AM GOING TO A 60 TH BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR A FORMER COLLEGUE AND I AM THE DESIGNATED DRIVER. ( I ALWAYS DRIVE, NOT BECAUSE THEIR IS LIQOUR BUT I AM JUST MORE COMFORTABLE WITH ME BEHIND THE WHEEL). I HAD FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT IT UNTIL I RECEIVED A CALL FROM ONE OF THE GALS I AM TO PICK UP, THERE ARE FOUR OF US GOING IN MY CAR. SHE THOUGHT IT WAS STRANGE THAT I HAD NOT EMAILED OR PHONED WITH REMINDERS. GOOD DARN THING SHE CALLED!!!YEAH, YESTERDAY WAS A DAY OF ME BEING ON THE VERGE OF TEARS ALL DAY...NO REASON...JUST , WELL, YOU KNOW THE FEELING!! DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE, JUST LET ME BE. I AM SOMEWHAT BETTER TODAY. BUT STILL THAT LACK LUSTER FEELING. NO DESIRE TO PERSUE ANY OF MY PROJECTS...BLAH!!I HAVE NOT WRITTEN SINCE TUESDAY. I WAS AT THE COTTAGE WEDNESDAY FOR THE NIGHT WITH MY GIRLFRIEND. WE HAD A GREAT TIME AS USUAL. ONLY HAD THREE GLASSES OF WINE BUT IT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK!!! WE FINALLY SACKED OUT ABOUT 1:30 AND AROSE ABOUT 9:00 THE NEXT DAY. I DID NOT ARRIVE HOME THURSDAY UNTIL ABOUT 3:30.FRIDAY NIGHT HUBBY AND I ATE AT OUR FAVORITE GERMAN RESTAURANT AS A BELATED ANNIVERSARY DINNER. OH, MY, IT WAS DELICIOUS!! OTHERWISE FRIDAY IS A BLUR...NOT SURE WHAT I DID!!ANYWAY, IF MY APPEARANCE HERE IS SPORADIC OVER THE EXT FEW DAYS IT WILL BE BECAUSE I AM JUST NOT UP TO IT. HOPEFULLY, THAT WILL NOT BE THE CASE.TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS, BE WELL. DEBBIE

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Amherst, Aulac or other for the restaurant? This weather is draining but at least it is warm. My brain has been effected by all this damp. I\'ve had trouble getting the right words out more than usual. We shall overcome and survive. Fantastic you were able to get to the cottage.Keep the spirits good. xo
Owshen
Owshen

Oh Debbie, I know you are right as you usually are. Like you, I just get so teary. I HATE IT. I will cry over commercials for godsake.
GeorgiaW
GeorgiaW

I know just how you feel, when we have extended rain and clouds I get the same way. I just want to sleep and be left alone. Don\'t make me think or do anything, it\'s all just to much. I also get that moody, cry at the drop of a pin thing going after extended periods without sun. We did buy those broad spectrum plant lights for many of our outlets a few years ago and they do help quite a bit but if there is no sun there is no solar power to make the electricity to run the damn things.
I do hope you get some sun soon, your summer sounds like ours was last year and it was so horribly depressing everyone was actulay looking forward to it snowing.