God save my sanity and send some sun my way!!!!
BLUE TEXT TO REPRESENT THE RAIN WE HAVE BEEN HAVING. THIS IS NOT A PICTURE OF US BUT IT MAY WELL COME TO PASS IF MOTHER NATURE DOESN'T GIVE US A BREAK FROM ALL THIS RAIN. WHEN IT ISN'T RAINY IT IS CLOUDY AND MUGGY. I HAVE OFFICIALLY SPIRALED DOWN TO A LOW LEVEL OF DEPRESSION WHICH I ATTRIBUTE TO THE HORRENDOUS WEATHER. WE HAVE HAD LITTLE SUN FOR TWO WEEKS AND THE LONGRANGE 15 DAY FORECAST SHOWS VERY LITTLE SIGN OF ANY SIGNIFICANT SUNSHINE. IT IS LIKE A RERUN OF LAST YEAR. THE PLANTS LITERALLY ROTTED IN THE GROUND!!! YESTERDAY I WAS SO DESPONDENT THAT I STAYED IN BED MOST OF THE DAY. NOT GOOD!!!!ALONG WITH THE DEPRESSION MY MEMORY IS LIKE A SIEVE....IN AND OUT. TODAY I WAS/AM GOING TO A 60 TH BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR A FORMER COLLEGUE AND I AM THE DESIGNATED DRIVER. ( I ALWAYS DRIVE, NOT BECAUSE THEIR IS LIQOUR BUT I AM JUST MORE COMFORTABLE WITH ME BEHIND THE WHEEL). I HAD FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT IT UNTIL I RECEIVED A CALL FROM ONE OF THE GALS I AM TO PICK UP, THERE ARE FOUR OF US GOING IN MY CAR. SHE THOUGHT IT WAS STRANGE THAT I HAD NOT EMAILED OR PHONED WITH REMINDERS. GOOD DARN THING SHE CALLED!!!YEAH, YESTERDAY WAS A DAY OF ME BEING ON THE VERGE OF TEARS ALL DAY...NO REASON...JUST , WELL, YOU KNOW THE FEELING!! DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE, JUST LET ME BE. I AM SOMEWHAT BETTER TODAY. BUT STILL THAT LACK LUSTER FEELING. NO DESIRE TO PERSUE ANY OF MY PROJECTS...BLAH!!I HAVE NOT WRITTEN SINCE TUESDAY. I WAS AT THE COTTAGE WEDNESDAY FOR THE NIGHT WITH MY GIRLFRIEND. WE HAD A GREAT TIME AS USUAL. ONLY HAD THREE GLASSES OF WINE BUT IT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK!!! WE FINALLY SACKED OUT ABOUT 1:30 AND AROSE ABOUT 9:00 THE NEXT DAY. I DID NOT ARRIVE HOME THURSDAY UNTIL ABOUT 3:30.FRIDAY NIGHT HUBBY AND I ATE AT OUR FAVORITE GERMAN RESTAURANT AS A BELATED ANNIVERSARY DINNER. OH, MY, IT WAS DELICIOUS!! OTHERWISE FRIDAY IS A BLUR...NOT SURE WHAT I DID!!ANYWAY, IF MY APPEARANCE HERE IS SPORADIC OVER THE EXT FEW DAYS IT WILL BE BECAUSE I AM JUST NOT UP TO IT. HOPEFULLY, THAT WILL NOT BE THE CASE.TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS, BE WELL. DEBBIE
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