God is a Sadist
God gave me to sadistic parents, knowing exactly what would happen to me. As a child I begged god to send my "real" parents to come and get me. I needed parents who loved me. God refused.
When I was a teen I begged god to send me someone to love me. God refused
When I was in my 20s I begged god to send someone who loved me. God refused
In my 30s - same thing, 40s - same thing. I've now been pleading with god for 50 years. God is a fucking sadistic piece of shit.
When I was a teen I begged god to send me someone to love me. God refused
When I was in my 20s I begged god to send someone who loved me. God refused
In my 30s - same thing, 40s - same thing. I've now been pleading with god for 50 years. God is a fucking sadistic piece of shit.
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I\'m sorry.
I dont know how to comfort you as I dont believe in God. Maybe some of your other friends can. Gentle hugs
Perhaps, GOD is not there,so why waste any more time. I am agnostic after many years trying to find my faith. All it did was frustrate me, so, now I don\'t have the frustration or the anger to deal with. I hope you can too.
There is no god
i\'m so sorry honey...i wonder if God exists anymore.
If he is he isn\'t listening he choosing not to see. Not to care. I get it.