Goal Updates

Well I'm actually trying. I hate that word so much "trying" but there are people here I really want to be with and those are the people that keep me going. Even now when I feel like I'm losing them because of my recent battle with suicidal thoughts, I'm trying for them. I, voluntarily, walked into my counselor's office to talk to her. So I think that helps improve me as a daughter by asking for help. It also helps me stop feeling like a burden. Anyways there are many times I felt this happy, thinking this will be the time I beat depression, but it wasn't. I just hope this isn't a temporary "high".