Goal Update

I have been exercising....I will miss tonight's water aerobics class because my friend who takes me is sick with Arthritis because of the cold weather her bones hurt her so she won't be taking me tonight =(  But I have silver splash tomorrow at the YMCA.  I dropped out of cardio toning because my bones hurt to much I am so out of shape.  I wish I was a size 12.  If I were a 12, I'd be happier......but I am not I am a 18.... =(

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Oh if only I were an 18! Isn\'t it crazy how we always crave to be better? I worry that if I make it to a size 18 that I won\'t be satisfied with myself, even though right now I say to myself \"I would be happy at *blank number*\" What if I\'m not? I used to think I would be happy at a 24-- but I\'m not satisfied! I wonder if I\'ll ever be completely satisfied?
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Sure is crazy. But my weight does affect my depression. I was a little happier when I was younger, but I was always on the go then...I am not always on the go now...my husband spoils me by driving me everywhere. I used to have to walk everywhere I went. That\'s why I was so thin.
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Aww Princess I am sorry that u are feeling this way about yourself. You seem like a beautiful person inside as well as out. I think that it\'s great that u take the time out to exercise. xxxKesha
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I wish I were and 18. i use to be until I started these meds. Don\'t give up on excersizing. I feel better just knowing I am excersizing.
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i knw u can do it grl i have faith in ya hun and ure in our prayers
i too wish i were a smaller size or at least could try on womens clothes without gettin depressed but i too am working on it :) stay strong and never give up hun :)
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lots of love to you. Angie