Give me strength lord
I want to call her and plead my case again. I want to beg her and make her see how I hurt and want to ease my pain. But in a way I almost am sick of the rejection, of her telling me she doesn't want me. As much as I hurt, the shame of begging is almost making me a bit stronger to not call. It's early still....we shall see
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I feel you pain friend. Talking to my ex makes me feel so much better but lately all I do is annoy her.
I know this is old but the feeling is so raw. I'm tired of begging, weeping. The rejection is horrible.
I am right there my friend. But I had that shame and sick feeling and let it be my resolve to not beg! There is no sense in begging, she knows how you feel, don't torture yourself. Say out loud everytime you want to beg her...I MUST MOVE FORWARD., aso many times as it takes to get past it. Take it hour by hour if you have to, but keep moving forward. You have to remember yourself, do something for you. Begging is only going to strip your pride and self worth down even more. Stay strong brother.