Getting worse
Today was one of the worst days for my flashbacks. I spent a lot of the day in the counselor's office crying feeling like it was my fault like what the kids are say is true. I remember when I tried to fight back and when I came out of the flashback I had found out that I broke a chair and almost hurt the principal. I didn't get into trouble but I did feel more like crap I hide in my classes in the back the rest of the day crying. No one knowticed other then Mr Meyers (my school counselor) he told me that he thinks I have PTSD and that makes me scared. The kids have been bullying me. After they have heard me talking to my friends about trying to put my step dad into prison, they have now started calling me a monster. Making what I already feel more real. I'm a monster.
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No...those kids are just being evil.
Do you think you could handle doing high school online? You do not need to be bullied.
Or better yet, ask Mr. Meyers if the school could do an assembly on child sexual abuse (not mentioning you, of course) to raise the awareness of those kids. RAINN.org has speakers who will come and tell their story. https://rainn.org/get-involved/speakers-bureau